Complicated...

Hmmm...where should I start...

This 2 days, M didn't talk to me...and like hiding from me...is there anything happen? Or just I have the wrong feeling...?

Actually now I feel like he is surrounding in my heart and mind, he's like everywhere...when he start not talk to me, I'll feel disappointed, upset and don't have the mood to do anything...I know I'm not suppose to get deeper feelings towards him as he is a little bit like "万人迷" but I just can't stop...everytime I want to stop talking to him or don't want to "choi" him...my heart like squeeze and bleeding...hahaha...

Stop or continue? Is a very hard decision...because he become忽冷忽热 to me everytime...